AN AWEFUL DYING EXPERIENCE
AN AWEFUL DYING EXPERIENCE
As a habit of sleeping late, I would most of the times stay awake at night. I keep thinking, thinking in my mind, the story is never ever ending. Its 3:30 A M and I am still rolling over my bed, feels like I am dying. My soul has been collapsed and I am just rising, my body feels no pain, its lighten. Now realizing how can I feel my body..? it isn’t living. Seconds later I realize, I am flying, I can listen to the people crying, saying “you can’t leave me like this“ whipping. Tears all over ,sorrows everywhere and screaming. I just can’t stop rising. I have to leave, my time is running. I can see other souls smiling, demon’s taunting and angels protecting. In a milli of a second I am just nothing, nor a star, nor a thunder lightning, striking, nor a cloud pouring but still in my grave its flooding, m drowning. My body is sinking. It’s got no life but still suffering. I can’t bear the pain of insects biting. My blood has been swallowed by the earth and my flesh all rotten. I can’t look at myself I am puking. I am sweating so much like a hot metal melting in my heart. I see no more, I am blinded, I can’t open my eyes. I push myself way too hard and not giving up I open my eyes to see that I am on my bed all alive. I take a deep breath and relax. I still can’t believe that I am alive and it took me more than an hour to convince myself that It was just a nightmare.
Nightmares are good but if they are just nightmare.
-SYED FAISAL.N
