LIFE IS A SERIES OF MOMENT.MINE BEGAN ON 1998.I WAS BORN ON DECEMBER 17th IN THE MORNING WHERE EVERYTHING STARTED FRESH JUST LIKE THE SUNRISE.I WAS A CHUBBY GIRL WITH HAZEL ALMOND EYES.I WAS A MIRACLE, THAT’S WHAT PEOPLE SAID. AS I SAID LIFE IS A SERIES OF MOMENT AND ONE OF THOSE MOMENT I HAD CANCER.LEUKEMIA.
MOMENTS CHANGED, THINGS CHANGED IN LIFE.I SPENT HALF OF MY DAYS IN HOSPITAL STARING AT THE CELEING.IT BECAME MY HOME.MY DAY WOULD BEGAN WITH MY MOTHER’S WEAK SMILE TO CHEER ME UP AND MY DAD SITTING BESIDE ME, AND THEN IT WOULD END WITH MY DOCTOR SHOWING PITY AND ENCOURAGING ME WITH MEDICINE.THERE WAS NOTHING THAT COULD HELP ME BUT MY PARENTS NEVER GAVE UP ON MY CURE.THEY TRIED.
AT FIRST I WAS SYMPATHIZED, I STARTED GETTING LONELY AND SOON I STARTED ENJOYING THE SOLITUDE.NOTHING CHANGED.WHEN I WAS LOW, I WOULD THINK OF MY CHILDHOOD WHICH WAS SOO LIVELY, WITH LOTS OF MOMENTS, WHERE I WOULD PRANK PEOPLE, BUNK CLASSES, ATE TILL I PUKED, FLIRTED WITH LOTS AND LOTS OF BOYS, I WAS JUST An ORDINARY PERSON.ONE AMONG THEM, BUT LITTLE DID I KNOW THAT NIGHTMARE WAS A DREAM TOO.
NOW AM I A MIRACLE? SPENDING MY FEW DAYS WITH THOSE MOMENTS, WHICH WAS ORDINARY.MY PARENTS BY MY SIDE JUST TO TELL ME HOW MUCH THEY LOVED ME, AND THOSE MEDICINE BARELY KEEPING ME ALIVE.THE DOCTOR INFORMED MY PARENTS THAT THERE WAS JUST FEW MORE DAYS I WOULD LIVE OR SHOULD I SAY , FEW DAYS TO SEE THE WORLD!!!!
FINALLY THAT MOMENT CAME ,DOCTORS INJECTING ME,MY DAD SQUEEZING MY HAND AND TELLING ME NOT TO GIVE UP, MY MOM POURING HER HEART OUT BY THE DOOR,THINGS FADED.IN THAT MOMENT THE ONLY THING I THOUGHT ABOUT WAS HOW I WAS A MIRACLE!?I THOUGHT I WAS NEVER LOVED BY ANYONE EXCEPT MY PARENTS WHICH I FELT WERE BOND TO DO. I NEVER LOVED ANYONE. I DIN’T HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR A BEST-FRIEND OR ANYONE IN THAT WAY TO LOVE, BUT ALL MY LIFE I WAS FIGHTING A WAR. A WAR BETWEEN MY BREATHS.THINGS FADED FASTER AND FASTER AGAIN.